Sunday, June 28, 2009

I need a nap

Don't you hate it when you wake up and you are tired. I'm not a spring chicken anymore and this side work i picked up is kicking my ass. Four days of tearing down a fence and putting up a new one, it's a lot of work. Maybe my body is just not use to it, the extra cash at the end will be worth it. Now what do i spend it on? The old drinking me would spend it all on me in the form of booze and maybe some movies. The new my is pay off credit cards. Being responsible does kind of suck.

Tony(fishstyx) thanks for the kind words in your blog. I had been planning on that chip and what it meant to give it to you for 3 or 4 months now. Next time i will bring tissues for you. love you man.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Did I get lost or is it Facebook?

Where does the time go work, family, AA and sleep. I still need that extra hour in each day. That would probable be filled with Facebook it is a time thief like no other. Nine months was yesterday and as always there was no parade for me. Just the little one in my head, one float driven by a clown(guess who i was). Seriously i have not had this much pride in myself for as long as i can remember. It does feel so good to remember everything i did the day before and to feel pretty sharp all the time. I know all i need to do is put the Facebook down and spend half the time here that i spend there. I have been on reading other blogs and keeping up on most of your lives. I feel like i have blogger's block, i know all i need to do is log on and write what I'm feeling. I don't need to be witty or cute but just spill it and keep coming back. Home life is going well some hard topic talks but handled very well between both of us. My son turned four and he is such a joy.

I had a good talk with Fish today about our friends who we went to school with and his best friend. That is a hard thing to juggle friends who our still out there and still maintain sobriety. For me it was easy i just told myself i found something better for my life. I still do things with them just don't get involved with there games and bad ideas. Like the verbal judo of insults to see who is king of the hill. That kind of stuff doesn't fit into my Hp's game plan.

Well I'm off to stupid Facebook ( I'm sorry Facebook i didn't mean it was the diet cherry Dr. Pepper talking)

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

doing fine

Well everything seams to be going well at home. We have started to really talk about are separation. It's tuff but it has helped to know where each other was at. Why does my need to know get in the way of moving forward sometimes?
We our going up to the mountains next week for five days with a bunch of friends, so looking forward to getting out of town. So life is really doing well, funny side note the song by Pink "sober" is on the radio. Kind of funny, well to me any way. I hope all is well with the rest of you. Shadow your writings seem to get better every time i read them.